Fighter? hell no

i do realize that m no fighter. just a complete loser. i never please anyone. i never give anything enuff. to my mom, to u, to my boss. i never satisfy u. n i just let myself helplessly fall to the ditch where i belong long time ago. u dserve a happy life n i couldnt gv u dat. i thought i grew stronger but i was completely wrong. i never was. never be one.

i'll leave the space blank for u to fill if ppl ask wht happened to us. u can be creative and say whatever u want. i wont ever question that. n i wont bothering u anymore. ur dreams will soon come true.

Made-up no make-up

u made me thinking. deeply. how far have i gone.. how much have i gained. and how long can i stand. is it time to let go? am i ready?