Plain stupid

It's stupid.
I know it is.
Waiting for a good news when u did NOTHING to work on it.
Hah!!
More to wasting time..i supposed..
Please make this go away if it's not meant for me.
No matter how much i crave for it
Or regret over it
If it's not for me..please make me forget it!!

Should i go for it?
But i dont think it'll work though..

2+1

Everything comes in pair - & i dun mean a twin..
But somehow i found myself struggling in between..
Like a third wheel or somethin'.
Crap!