heart like a pit

i think i got an emotion decrease nearing to a heartless homo-sapien.
i feel nothing.
i think i feel sad.
i wanna cry. but nothing come out.
i did something that pissed people off, but i don't feel the fear or guilt.
i still feel the anger in me, but it just lay in there..
i feel the happiness, but it's just in a while.. coz i know it won't stay long.

1 thing for sure..
i feel down~ down~ down~

Abort, Ignore, Retry?

Am i doing the right thing?
All along i convinced myself this is what should i've done long ago.
Then why do i felt like something ripping my heart from the inside from time to time?
I've got to be strong. I have to face whatever consequences that may come.